What a way to start a new year
Friday, December 28, 2007 0:01On Tuesday it will be new years, on Thursday after that it will be my 25th birthday. Do you want to know what I’m doing? Nothing, I will not have my car so I will be stuck at home for both events. I have no friends that give a crap about me so I can’t go anywhere.
People have asked me why I get so depressed about my life. Well this is a good example as to why. My car broke because my sister borrowed it for 4 months and didn’t take care of it. Now I’m paying the bill to fix it instead of paying my debt. I don’t get to do anything and everyone is fine with that because I don’t need to have fun. I should be stuck at home like they are because they choose to have kids and I don’t have any. I didn’t choose not to have kids, but I can’t have kids, so I will never have kids and thats the end of it. They still seem to think I should have no life because they think they don’t have one.
If you can’t tell it’s been a bad day. Nothing really went wrong, I’m just thinking too much again. I have no one to talk to, so I had to write about it. Thanks for reading, no response is needed.
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Connie says:
December 28th, 2007 at 12:29 am
Happy Birthday Hun. I’m sorry that you’re feeling so badly. I care and think you’re very sweet.
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Shirley says:
December 28th, 2007 at 3:20 am
You are the nicest person. The Holidays often make people feel down. I understand as I stay at home a lot. Only get out to go to the store or take my daughter somewhere. You have friends all over the world sweetie. Don’t forget it! Wish I could come and take you out on your birthday. Praying that God provides YOU the money you need to pay your bills and fix your car. Just have faith!
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Holly says:
December 28th, 2007 at 8:58 pm
Thank you guys! I do feel better today and the happy birthday mistake helped a lot Connie! lol