I have decided that I’m not going to worry about passing my math class. I’m going to do my best, but I’m not going to let it stress me out. Here is why, I will not have a job when I graduate anyway. Even if I graduate in 2 years I still will not have a job. The reason is simple. I have only held 2 jobs in my lifetime and I had to work to get those. Apparently I am not the type of person people employ. I’m not surprised as I seem to not be wanted anywhere else either.

Anyway this is not meant to be a depressing post, just my statement that I’m tired of being stressed out. I have a plan that I hope will work. I’m going to keep trying new things online. I’m going to earn enough money to buy the house I want and start doing that for a living. I may eventually start my own design business which in Michigan I can do without a degree. Then once I get some experience I will look for work elsewhere. Yes I will still look for work and there is a reason for this. In order to work as an interior designer in most states I have to pass a test that is kinda like the big test a lawyer has to take. In order to qualify for this test I have to work under someone who has also passed it. Now if Michigan decides to require that you have this test in order to be considered and interior designer then I will have to give up my business anyway or switch to being just a decorator. Meaning i would make less.

So this is my plan as of now. I’m just so tired of worrying about school and being screwed over by Baker time and again. I figure if I’m not going to graduate until I’m 27 I might as well start doing something else, since by that time I really should not be living with my mother anymore!

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