Life and Losses
Monday, June 1, 2009 13:44I have lost a lot of things in my lifetime. I have lost all of my belongings due to a supposed tornado (long story), I’ve lost people and I’ve lost time. It seems for me that time seems to be the one thing I miss the most. I have now wasted 4 years at a collage that is not going to give me a degree without a fight, I wasted those same 4 years doing homework when I could have been out with friends having fun. You see during these last 4 years I lost the one thing that we all need to keep. I lost my life.
Now I’m sitting here at 26 wondering what I’m going to do about it. The few friends I have live a distance away. I have no money, no job to meet new people and now I have to figure out school. I have a degree that makes me unemployable. I’m overqualified and many may think that’s a good thing, but in Michigan it’s a death sentence. The sad part is I can’t move anywhere else because I don’t have the money to.
So I have lost time, money and my life. You would think there would be nothing else left to lose, but my sanity is very close to being lost. At that point the rest of this doesn’t matter as I will probably be locked away for my own and everyone’s safety. I know I have some thinking to do, decisions to make and things to get over. I’m beat down, I’m worn out and I’m tired of fighting.
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