I Have Hit Bottem
- by Holly
Today I have decided that I need to start getting rid of bills and paying down what I can’t get rid of. I am now going to change my debt tracker to reflect what I owe besides student loans since those keep adding interest and I’m tired of trying to keep up with it.
My total non-student loan debt is 7,737. Now that may not sound like a lot, but I have offically made $185 this month, my student loan payment is $150. Do the math.
I am selling my car to get rid of the insurance and renewal payments. I don’t want to as I do live in the country, but I have no choice so I will not be getting a job any time soon as I have no way to get there. Maybe 5 years from now I can afford a car but I’m not keeping my hopes up. If I still need money, my bed and sofa are the next to go, then my TV dresser and finally my computer, but I hope it does not come to that.
I am doing what I need to do to survive. My only other option is suicide and well, that won’t help because then there’s a funeral to pay for, so I will not be killing myself just to save my loved one’s from the burden of paying for it.
I blame greedy bankers for all of my problems as they are the cause of my issues. Work is not available because of them and that is why I have problems. Most of my debt was accumulated when I made $1000 a month and could afford it. My business suffered because of their stupidity and greed. They are still greedy and all I have to say is Karma is a BITCH.