Today I am staying home and spending this New Years eve with my family. I figure it will probably be the last one and I should be here. That and the only other place I would want to be is not available as he’s working. I am really looking forward to the new year and I think just staying home and relaxing the rest of tonight is the best way to let go of 2008. The last few years have not really been good to me and I’m ready to see a new start.

Things will not change overnight, but it’s nice sometimes to believe that maybe they will at least change quickly.

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No not those cramps, the ones you get in your leg when your sleeping or trying to move. I get them a lot and they really hurt. In fact the other day I got one trying to get into my sister truck at walmart. I have never had that happen before, but wow did it hurt. I think I’m going to invest in some night splints for Plantar Fasciitis so that I don’t wake up in the morning with cramps.

There not made for this type of thing, but they do keep your foot flexed so that you don’t get those leg cramps. Well at least I have found this helps me. It’s not a lot of money, but of course like everything else I need or want it’s still more then I can afford right now.

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I am still not feeling well. I have been very dizzy for the last few days and I’m not sure why it will not go away. I’m going to give it another week then call the doctor for advice if it’s still going on. I have to be able to drive to school and right now I can’t drive anywhere!

My sister took me into walmart today to get my other meds it’s good timing as my insurance is done in 2 days and I won’t have any until one I either get a job with some or two, I start making a lot more money. It’s going to suck, but there really is nothing I can do about it. I can not afford $200 a month plus co pays.

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It’s 2:15pm here and I was just able to get the internet back up and running. It has been so windy here that places have lost power and we lost our internet for a while. It sucks as there really is not much to do today and it would have been nice to have the internet. It also would have been great if I felt well, but I’m still very dizzy and not able to do much because of my medication. It is getting better, but it’s takeing a while.

Hopefully the wind will die down tomorrow so that I can head to the store. I hate driving my mom’s SUV in wind like this because I feel like it’s going to tip over. With my luck it probably would!

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I really wish I could get my car to work as money will be tight till the end of next month. It would be nice to only pay about $15 to fill my tank for a week instead of $30 for my mom’s car. I think that is part of the reason I was trying to figure out where my money went. Gas!

At least I’m not spending anything on parts right now, and when I do it’s not going to be very expensive like Ferrari parts are or something, but it will cost me a little and I’m hoping to have enough to get a new car very soon. I have 4 years of contracting work behind me, just bad credit is what gets in my way, hopefully with selling jewelry I can fix that problem and get a new car that will work. We will see though as something always seems to come up.

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I had huge plans for the month I have off from school. It’s now half over and I have not been able to do anything. I know part of it is stress caused by my step dad quitting his job because he’s an idiot who has no idea what is going on in the world. Of course that could have some to do with my aunt who also has no clue and should really be hit over the head with something, just to see if she feels it. Yes she’s that dumb sometimes.

Anyway, money of course is the big issue, that and wondering how long my family will have a roof over our heads as the local bank seems to think that selling our home for the $5,000 we could get for it is a good idea, yes the bank is dumb too. We owe a lot more then that and you can’t sell a damn house right now. I really just want to know why all the stupid people have jobs, because it seems like I run into the dumbest people working places right now and I can’t get a job because I’m over qualified. Standards have really dropped in that case!

Anyway I did not start this post to rant I started it because I needed to express my lack of motivation to do anything. Blogging is great, but I just don’t seem to have much to say. As I said I’m sure a lot is stress, but some is just because I’m bored. I don’t do anything. I guess I’m just looking for something that sparks my interest again. I do have an interest in things, but they cost money to do and I just don’t have it. What do you do to relax and have fun?

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Today we could see temperatures into the 60’s here in Michigan. If it wasn’t so rainy out this would be great. The weather though does not want to give us a nice warm sunny day so it’s not as much fun. I do plan on opening up windows and airing things out today. It’s a good thing my mom installed ceiling fans in every room so we won’t have to keep the doors open too long.

It will be nice to get rid of the stuffy smell and feeling in the house though and of course get some freash air, we have been stuck inside the last few weeks because it’s just been too cold and windy. The bad part about this whole thing is everything is melting and flooding is going to happen. I don’t know it would just be nice to have kept the snow the way it was. I like snow, but not the cold.

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