I love my paid to post forum, Cash and Chat, but it seems that even though I get visitors no one is signing up. I think it’s from lack of posting, but I’m not sure. I try and so do some others, but I can’t seem to get people to stick around.

I tried paid posting sites to get it up and running a trick I learned from another forum owner, but it seems that these people either didn’t do the job well, left and never came back when they were done or didn’t do the job at all. Taking my money with them.

I get decent traffic, but no one sticks. I guess I’m wondering what I’m doing wrong. If you would like check out the forum and give me your opinions.

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Yesterday I was thinking about my life after I graduate and I got scared. I couldn’t picture anything. Not even the same thing I’m doing now. It was just black and nothing. Yes I’m sure it’s because I’m worried with the economy and trying to pay off those loans once I’m done since it’s probably going to take me a while to find work.

Last night though I had a strange dream where I decided, because I couldn’t find work to go back to school for web design, something else I have been thinking about. I was able to take the classes online so I didn’t have to worry about what would happen when/if I did find a job. The weird part was that I pictured myself living in some tropical place with a ton of money. I normally do not have dreams like this, usually they are about places I have been and things that could actually happen. I did like the idea though, maybe I’ll finally get lucky.

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I’m still not feeling the best though I am trying to get things done today, it just has not worked out to my advantage. I was going to clean but I can’t stand up for more then 20 minutes at a time and I need more time then that to do anything.

I’m also screwing everything up today. Nothing seems to be going right. I’m hoping at least one thing does and I get my new paypal card in the mail. I need food and medication and I can’t get to my money!
Okay I’m done now, back to attempting to find my floor.

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My little sister and her boyfriend decided this week to go to Tennessee, I think it’s cool, but now I get to deal with all the pets. It wouldn’t be a big deal, but they don’t all get along. All of them are sacred of our German shepherd, my cat does not get along with the other two cats and the small dog on top of it and the other 2 cats and small dog are attention starved.

So I had all of the pets in my room last night, that means I got no sleep and I have to drive to class today. Maybe I can get lucky and find a place to take a nap! I do know I will be leaveing early today. I don’t want to get stuck in ice and snow if it shows up.

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I went to see the doctor this morning and I think it went well. I have been taken off one medication, but put on another as he thinks some of the problems I have been having are from medications. The only part that sucks is that if there is a problem I will have to pay more for surgery now, but I don’t want to go crazy over nothing either.

Other then that my sugars are good, my A1C came back with 6.7 higher then it was, but still in the okay range. I’m happy with it, but hope to bring it back down a little. Of course that is hard when you have to eat out all of the time and have no money to buy the healthy stuff. At least i have a month off from school so that I can try to lose something. Well I have a paper to finish before class. Off to do that!

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Well today is the day I go to the doctor and hopefully find out what is wrong with me. I am still kind of worried about it, but I am preparing myself for the worst because that is usually the way my luck goes. I have a list of things I am going to talk to him about and I hope I remember to grab it tomorrow. I’m keeping it out by my computer so that I can write down anything else I can think of.

Well wish me luck. I still have a few hours before I go, but I have a lot to get done. I still don’t have my paper that is due tomorrow done, but it shouldn’t take me too long to do.

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A few weeks ago I noticed a pink lump on my breast. Today I noticed it was bigger and now I’m a little worried. I do have a physical tomorrow so I’m hoping to find out if there is a need to worry then. Of course with my luck there probably is a need to.

Cancer has run in my family for a few generations on the one side, my mom’s I don’t know about because she was adopted, that means we have to worry more as we just don’t have any clue as to what we could get. I’m trying to keep calm about this as I’m also worried about colon cancer as I’m showing some of the early warning signs, but it also could be about 3 other things too. I guess I will find out tomorrow. It’s just kinda scary, I’m only 25 and I’m not ready for this.

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