I love my little sis and she has some problems that I wish we could solve. She is very self aware of her acne problem so she has been looking around for the best acne treatment she can find. She hasn’t had much luck yet, but I know eventually she will find something that will work for her. She’s really a pretty person, but she just thinks too much about her flaws a trait that seems to run in our family.

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I am sort of looking forward to the holidays, but at the same time each year I think maybe next year will be better, maybe my family will have extra money to spend so we can give each other what we really want to give, or so that we can take a vacation or something. I also tend to find myself very lonly this time of year as everyone is talking about getting gifts for and from their boyfriends or girlfriends and I just start to feel left out again. Eventually it ends after valentines day and life goes back to normal for a while.

I thought this year I would try not to have the issues I have had, but now that my little sister and her boyfriend, who spoils her are moving back in, I think I may have to say maybe next year. I don’t want to get my hopes up as it will only make it worse. Keep in mind I am happy to have my family and the few friends I do have. So I have decided that “maybe next year” will be said one more time and I’ll just try to enjoy my family.

What does the holiday seasion mean to you? Presents, family or just a hectic season?

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I have 2 cute nieces and a nephew and I realized after hanging out with them today that we should send Christmas Photo Cards this year. Yes we will be seeing many of our relatives, but some we do not see and have not seen in many years. I have aunts and uncles that still have not seen my almost 2 year old nephew. For my family that is strange.

I mentioned something to my sister, but right now she just is thinking of adding a photo into a cheep card, but I think I may help her out to get these cards from photo affections that actually have the kids photos on the front of the card. I think it’s just a great way to show family you are thinking about them.

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Yesterday I felt horrible and really didn’t get much done. This morning I was doing fine until now. My allergies have kicked in and since I still don’t know how much it’s going to cost to fix my car I can’t get my medication yet. It’s just over the counter, but right now I’m worried that it may come down to not having 6 or 7 dollars that I need to fix this thing. I’m really hopeing it’s cheaper then $400 but I don’t know as I’m not even sure what part it is that he needs to get. I also have to get a battery for it and eventually new tires.

Now, on top of feeling horrible because I was sick and all this other stuff I have figured out that I really can’t move next month or even the month after that. I can afford it, but I won’t have a phone or internet if I move because I still owe the only companies in the area I’d move to, well except the cell company but that’s a $900 my friend ran up and my family won’t help me get a cell. I also can’t do the pre paid, because people don’t stop calling me once I get a cell. Maybe one day my luck will change and I’ll either start making more money online, get a real world job or die. Yes it’s that bad right now. I’m really hoping it’s one of the first 2 because my parents can’t afford for me to die, I don’t have life insurance anymore.

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There are some personal issues going on with my family right now. I can’t get into the details but I could end up in some trouble. I didn’t do anything so please don’t worry about that, but someone else did and it could effect not only me, but the rest of my family as well.

Sometimes I wonder if people think anymore. Does anyone realize that there are consequences for their actions? What I’m finding is that middle age men and 30-40 something women don’t seem to care about consequences. Now I’m not saying everyone is this way, but a good amount are. Many attribute that to a midlife crises, but I know most 20 something year olds who have been asked out, flirted with or contacted online by a 50+ year old will agree with me that it is sick and wrong. Many of the men who have contacted me are married. Do they even think about how that looks to people, or the person they are married to. Personally if my husband (if I had one) were unhappy enough to contact any women I would want to know so that we can either work it out or get on with our life’s. This isn’t just about men, I know some women who could care if a man is married, it’s what I want I will go after.

This doesn’t even have to involved dating or cheating. People can just be rude sometimes. Example the other day. A man bumped into me causing me to drop everything I had, then yelled at me for being in the way and flipped me off. The worst part, they were an employee, unfortunately they were on their way out the door, so there was not much the store would do about it. Lets just say I’m not going there again.

Has anyone else noticed this or think it’s a problem. I just keep thinking about how bad our socitiy has gotten with simple manors and morals.

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I’m very happy I just got back from my last on campus class for this term. It’s nice because this week as been so stressful. The good news is I got A so I’m very, very happy. My GPA is looking much better now.

Now I can worry about things at home and get everything settled. This is strange because I have to pay bills that I’m not use to paying and are not mine with money that is not mine. It’s weird, but I’ll be okay. Hopefully my mom is home next week and she can decide what she wants to pay. I guess I’ll look at this week as a learning experience for when I have a family and a home. I have lived on my own before, just all I had to worry about was me. No one else.

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