Okay I just woke up and I had this strange dream that I had to share with you. It was about Google and how they helped to stop the recession. How did they do it, simple they gave everyone their pr back until the end of December. Giving people their PR back let them earn more money, which went back into the economy in the form of Christmas and other holiday shopping! How smart would that be? Now I’m not saying that we would ever see this from almighty Google, but hey it was a very nice dream.

I know I would be buying a few things if I could make a thousand a month, one being a new TV, this is for me as mine is going to die when everything switches over, if it physically makes it that long. Other then that I would pay down more on my debt and spend more on Christmas presents. What would you do with another thousand a month?

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I’m still working on trying to pass this math class, I hate it and my head now hurts after trying to do this. Maybe I am just really dumb and never figured it out. I don’t know. It just seems like I try and try but still just can’t do well enough. I know I will probably have to take it again, but unless I can move I have to take it online. I just don’t know if I can pass it that way, or in a class room for that matter.

On top of that I don’t even think I will have enough money to get to class next month. I may have to skip a day, which stinks, but it’s not like I have a shot at a 4.0 or anything. I’m just not sure what class to skip and if I’ll have to skip more then one.

I’m still trying to decide what to do with my blogs, on one hand I do make my money blogging for pay, on the other I’m not making anything because Google decided to hit the small guy and not the big guy. I’ll figure out something, I could still always sell myself on a street corner right?

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I was at one point a member of review me. Now I can’t get any blog listed with them. I think someone is selling only page rank and if you don’t have it your not accepted. Why is it that Google doesn’t go after their blogs? Oh it’s because they only have crap spam blogs and Google loves those! At least from what I have seen. I’m sure there are a few good ones, but not many.

Once again I am going to give up on them and go on my way, I figured now that I was getting more traffic maybe it would be okay, but I’m sure they are only accepting pr 7 and above or blogs that spam all over the place and only talk about porn.

Anyway my rant is over. I’m sorry if you do have a good blog and are with them, again not talking about your blog.

**** Update, I wrote support again and this time actually got a response. They have accepted my blogs into their system. Hopefully they look into the glitch that doesn’t let you resubmit and doesn’t tell them to check the blog out to see if it qualifies yet.

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I got an email from a paid to blog site I have started using and I couldn’t believe what I read for this one opportunity. They were only paying $2 of which you get a percentage and wanted only PR 2 Blogs and above on their own domain. Seriously they are either going to get junk or no one, but these are the advertisers that think Page Rank actually means something. The ones that would rather see their pr increase instead of their traffic and sales. See everyone says Google has issues with paid links. But they don’t, they have an issues with do follow paid links. I know this, this blog is proof that they don’t like it. I was a pr 2. Now I’m a pr 0. I don’t care I keep going. I’m finding the PR requirements to be very annoying as PR does not show the worth of a blog. If it did big advertisers would pay much more attention to that then to what traffic a blog gets and how many readers they have.

Anyway here is my question if you had a pr 2 blog, did paid posting and paid to host your own blog would you do a 3 link 200 word opp for about a dollar. I know I wouldn’t.

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About an hour after I wrote my last post I called a friend of mine to see if I could get back into wal-mart. Guess what, I can’t! So I really as always have no choice but to keep trying this online stuff. On top of that I thought after talking to this friend that I would see if the house I wanted was still up for sale as it would be cheaper to buy then rent, guess what, it’s sold.

As I have said before, and no one has believed me yet, I don’t get anything I want, which is why the online thing is sucking and not going anywhere, because I want/need money. The minute I don’t care I’ll get it trust me that’s how it always works. Oh but then there will be a catch of some sort.

So anyway I have decided that because it looks like google hates this blog again (not sure yet), that I am going to work on my other blogs that I don’t do paid posting on and see what I can do with them. I started an overhaul of my review blog, Savey Spender today. check it out and let me know what you think of the new design. I’m also going to be using what little money I’ll have left after food and medications to buy advertising for my get paid to post forum. I have no choice but to keep trying. Maybe one day something will be different and I’ll get what I want for a change.

*don’t worry I’m okay, this blog is for me to vent after all!

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I’ve had yet another mystery bill added to my credit report. I have no idea what it’s for as I have soo many medical bills. All it says is medical, yes that helps me a whole hell of a lot!

I’m starting to think that bankruptcy is my only way out. Because of Google my income from blogging sucks compared to what it could be. If I had the income I should have I could pay off all of my debt and start on my student loans withing 4 months. Yes I’m really pissed at google now and I hope their stock gets to the point where they have to have a buyout. They suck and I hate them.

Anyway, I’m just really frustrated. I can’t find work because I’m either over qualified or under qualified. I can’t pay any of these bills I have and when I do another pops up in it’s place and is usually more then the one I payed off. I’m now understanding why people go out and kill each other, they are frustrated and tired of trying and getting no where. (Don’t worry I’m not going to go on a shooting rampage) I will go and work out until my blood sugar gets really low or I finally wear out the frustration. I really just don’t know what to do.

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Because Google is now running scared because there system sucks they have once again punished bloggers. My last pr 3 blog has not been dropped after doing 2 days of paid posting. Yep thats right I had only done paid posting on it for two days and bam, pr gone.

Am I giving up? Not yet, but that doesn’t mean that I’m not pissed off and extremely depressed. Thanks to Google I now can not afford my health insurance, my pills for my diabetes or to go to the doctor. At least after this month.

Thanks to Google I will probably die from complications from my diabetes because I can’t get these things and thanks to google my family will have to pay my $50,000 worth of debt. Thats what happens when you lose your job and can’t find one for 2 years. Most of that is student loans though as I’m still in school. Speaking of, I may not be able to get to school now because of Google. I can’t afford a new car, mine is now dead. I can’t even afford the gas to get there.

Yes all of this is because of google. I finally found a way to make money that our stupid president couldn’t ruin. Now Google has done it too. Yes Google and our dumb president fall into the same category now. Life ruiner’s and they don’t care because they are rich and don’t have to deal with what it’s like to pay bills and be a real person.

So even though I am very depressed and have just gotten done crying for the last hour. I am still going to keep trying. I don’t have a choice. I’m 25 years old and my life will be over if this doesn’t work. I have no future. Right now I’m fighting for my right to live. I know I’m not alone, there are many out there trying to put food on the table and keep roofs over there heads. In that respect I’m lucky. My parents have a home, but even they are running the risk of losing it now. The United states is no longer the best country in the world, it’s a sad fact, but very true. This needs to be fixed, and soon.

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