Today I am really hoping to get some stuff done. I have to take a test for the one class I am not dropping and get my participation in. Then I am going to get to work on promoting my blogs and my paid to post forum. Traffic on all of them has slown a lot and I know it’s because I just have not had the time or energy to do what I need to do. Right now it really looks like I may have to go to school for another year instead of graduating which probably means that my blogs and forum are going to be my only income for the next 2 years.

I’m going to try to get it to where I can make $1000 a month, I can live off of that, hopefully i can get more so I can still keep paying off debt, but if I move $1000 a month will be rent, food, internet and insurance. Hopefully I can even get a phone in there somewhere! I think I have just been pushing myself too hard, I’m worn out and just can’t do it anymore. I should not be killing myself just to get a degree.

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Right now my whole income comes from the internet and mystery shopping. Most of it is from the internet as it just cost too much in gas to do the mystery shopping on a daily basis so I tend to hold out for the big jobs.

The other day someone told me that I don’t make enough from home and that I should find a real job. I told them that I have been looking for a real job, for over 2 years. I’m over qualified and all that fun stuff. They pretty much told me that I was lazy and stupid. This morning I decided to look back at what I made when I worked at Walmartand compare it to what I make now. You want to know something interesting. I make more now then I did working at Walmart.I don’t have to pay to eat out for lunch. I don’t have to pay for gas and I can work around my schedule. I figure since that might be the only type of job I could get right now I’m doing really well. Since I make more then I did why would I want to quit what I’m doing and go back to working for someone else?

I’m sure other people who work from home, but don’t make thousands a month get this too. I guess people just don’t get it. Maybe I’m just not a greedy as they are. Maybe I am and that’s why I’m not going to quit doing the online thing, the potential to make a lot of money is here, I just have to find what works for me.

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If I can get this house I am hopeing to get I think I will need to look into getting a credit card so that I can buy the more expencive things I will need that I won’t have the money to buy with cash. I hate the idea of putting a ton on a credit card, but I will need to get a refridgerator and stove for my house. Those are the big things I have to have so I can actually live in this house. I may be able to buy one with cash, but not both.

Anyway I was looking at different cards and their credit card rating. I’m still thinking I may just try to get store card or one that had rewards. The store one I like beause I can only use it there and I won’t be tempted to use it anywhere else. That and sometimes store cards are easier to get. If I got another type of credit card I may want to use it on other things I don’t really need. Who knows I may be good like I use to be. Then I quit my job and things went downhill. I think I have learned my lession though, at least I hope I have if I do get one.

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I’ve had yet another mystery bill added to my credit report. I have no idea what it’s for as I have soo many medical bills. All it says is medical, yes that helps me a whole hell of a lot!

I’m starting to think that bankruptcy is my only way out. Because of Google my income from blogging sucks compared to what it could be. If I had the income I should have I could pay off all of my debt and start on my student loans withing 4 months. Yes I’m really pissed at google now and I hope their stock gets to the point where they have to have a buyout. They suck and I hate them.

Anyway, I’m just really frustrated. I can’t find work because I’m either over qualified or under qualified. I can’t pay any of these bills I have and when I do another pops up in it’s place and is usually more then the one I payed off. I’m now understanding why people go out and kill each other, they are frustrated and tired of trying and getting no where. (Don’t worry I’m not going to go on a shooting rampage) I will go and work out until my blood sugar gets really low or I finally wear out the frustration. I really just don’t know what to do.

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