My little sister and her boyfriend decided this week to go to Tennessee, I think it’s cool, but now I get to deal with all the pets. It wouldn’t be a big deal, but they don’t all get along. All of them are sacred of our German shepherd, my cat does not get along with the other two cats and the small dog on top of it and the other 2 cats and small dog are attention starved.

So I had all of the pets in my room last night, that means I got no sleep and I have to drive to class today. Maybe I can get lucky and find a place to take a nap! I do know I will be leaveing early today. I don’t want to get stuck in ice and snow if it shows up.

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Since I’m awake I decided that I needed to do something constructive and something that will help me. I decided to search for yoga stuff and I got some strange results at first, like pose of yoga exercise. This told me how to use a yoga chair pose and gave me a few good DVDs

Then I remembered I had a DVD I was going to try so I went and got it and it’s for energy, well I don’t need that right now, but I can use it in the morning maybe. So my search is not continuing. I’ve found a few good things and I’m trying very hard to keep up with deep breathing, even as I write this. I’m thinking right now may be a good time to catch up on writing on my blogs as then I don’t have time to think about everything that is going on. So please wish me luck in my quest for sleep as long as I can get to bed by midnight, one hour from now I will be able to get up at my normal time without a problem. That would be nice.

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Right now my mind is going a mile a minute. I have no idea what I’m going to do about everything and people keep telling me what I have to do. My sisters are telling me I need to find a real job and make as much as they do. Thats not going to happen and they just don’t get it. They live in an area that is not as effected by the recession as mine. They also are able to work in fast food. I can’t for reasons I don’t want to get into.

So now I’m sitting here finding myself mindlessly surfing the Internet, reading about rhinoplasty in California and wondering what I am doing still awake. I hate getting stressed like this I keep reminding myself that there is nothing I can do right now. I have to wait and see what happens with my mom. I figure right now if she needs help around the house I’m here and can help. If I get a job, I’m not here and we have to hire someone to help. The fun thing is that she never once offered to help. Even though she makes about $1500 a month and lives with 3 other people, including another sister. I hate that because I live here it all falls on me. The one who has her own medical bills to pay and debt to figure out. I’m not saying I wont’ help. I will do what I can but you can’t tell me that I have to do it all and then yell at me because I don’t do it your way.

So now I’m up and really wanting to go to bed as I wanted to get up early tomorrow. I guess I lose. I’m too worried about money now.

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